death, depression, Disappointments, faith, prayer

When I Stopped Praying

A few years ago I rode a roller-coaster in prayer. One day my faith would be on the highest of highs and the next day plummeted to the lowest of lows. There was no level ground of faith. Until this difficult time in my life, though my prayers weren’t always answered just as petitioned, they were answered favorable enough often enough to feel …

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faith, God's blessing, God's goodness, God's presence, jacob, Uncategorized

Wrestling with God: Don’t Let GO!

“So Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. When the man saw that he could not overpower him, he touched the socket of Jacob’s hip so that his hip was wrenched as he wrestled with the man. Then the man said, “Let me go, for it is daybreak.” But Jacob replied, “I will not let …

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journaling, Prayers, Psalm 139, Psalms, Uncategorized

…But you still love me

(Psalm 139:1-18 and my dialogue with the Word.)   Oh Lord, You have searched me and You know me.   But You still love me. You know when I sit and when I rise; You perceive my thoughts from afar. But You still love me. You discern my going out and my lying down; You are familiar with all my …

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heaven, image of God, mourning

Someday We Won’t Have to Say the “g” Word

“At this they wept again. Then Orpah kissed her mother-in-law goodbye, but Ruth clung to her.” ~Ruth 1: 14 A dear friend posted on Facebook the other day about missing her dad. It was the 5th anniversary of his death. I easily related to her post. My sister died of cancer 3 years ago and my mother 5. Saying goodbye …

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babies, Destiny, Uncategorized

A Royal Son….Destiny

  There is no limit to what God can do for you providing you do not seek your own glory. ~L.B. Cowman       I am such a girl. I am such a mommy. As my baby boy (now almost 16) and I watched the evening news, I had to blink away tears as they announced the birth of the …

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