It’s funny, but some days I have so much grace and other days, I just don’t. Some days I can see God’s hand and blessing and other days I wonder if I’m just crazy and unable to set boundaries with my cat and other things in my life.
There are days when I feel I’m going with the Spirit then days I wonder if I’m just listening to myself. Do you have these moments? How I long for the consistency and purpose Jesus always demonstrated.
I let my furry, demanding alarm clock back in the house 45 minutes after her punishment. She was fine. I’m not sure she understood why she was thrown into the darkness this morning. I’m sure she didn’t understand my language which tried to explain that it was too early, and I didn’t want her to wake Lauren. I was trying to teach her a lesson.
I’m sure the Lord is teaching me a lesson too. I just need to listen.
“We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for the adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently” (Romans 8:27).
Waiting for wisdom.